I wonder what makes people become stronger and survive. Yep.

It’s you. Yeah, you. I meant, YOU.

What’s your name again? Oh, yeah. I remember now.


Let me spell it.


Dear PROBLEM, thanks to made my today sucks. Two bad news at the same time. It was pretty hilarious, really. You’ve just made my day.

But I don’t wanna complain and complain and complain. It just wastes my time and energy. And I have the rest of today to go through. It’s not the end of the world. Well, at least, not yet.

Watch me, Dear PROBLEM. I’ll stand up on my own feet. I’ll against you right in front of your face. Do you think I’m afraid of you?

You are the one that responsible for making me change and become who I am right now. There are no soft-sweet-pie eyes, innocent face, chubby cheeks, anymore. Look at me now. All you can see now are the opposites. Strong and intense eyes, decent face, solid jaws. You made me grew up, wiser, stronger. You made me know the reality, the truth about life and death. You made me brave to face anything ahead.

So, I don’t want to complain, or blame you.

On the contrary, I want to thank you. Yeah, really, thanks to you.

Of course, there were tears, maybe two or three drops. But I say it with a big smile. Can you see it? It’s like the sunshine that always brightens the day. And I’m standing still like a strong big tree, sturdy and steady facing the windblows.

Because I have my big guts. And my big GOD.

See ya then.



listen to and inspired by  :

Jimmy Eat World – 23

The Dixie Chicks – Not Ready to Make Nice



~ by Rizki on December 23, 2010.

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